Can You Stand the PAIN?

What do you do when your brain can't stand the pain…pain of love, pain of life, pain of not having, pain of struggle, pain of emptiness, pain of being tired, pain of restlessness.

How is it that education in our county is not viewed as real achievement but the amount of your bank account is the true meaning of success. This is a moral flaw that is fundamentally corrupting the youth. I have pain and feel as if I'm going insane at times because I'm in search of the flawed fundamental. I don't know way but if I get it will I feel complete…"I don't know" but what is the ultimate form of being complete and be successful? I just want to be happy as most humans do and have some beautiful kids by ONE Woman…Have a nice home and enjoy life…

Pain is described as "disagreeable sensation caused by injury, ect.; suffering, cause pain"
I'm a lover, fighter and survivor. The pain I feel today will turn into the success I have tomorrow.

Pain is Love and Love is Pain…So, Love Life as pain brings Love.

Romar Steed
Romeyo

WTF........GAS is too HIGH!

WTF.....How is the GAS so Fu*king HIGH? How do you enjoy life like you use too when you can't drive any were....Gas, is just too high....I like to go places and see things but not with these monkey a$$ prices....Your Command and Chief needs to get the fu*k out the big house so a real Ni**a, can run this sh*t......GAS is too HIGH!

What Is LOVE?

What is Love? How do you define it? Is it part of life?

I can't define Love because true love is undefineable....People fall in an out of love all the time but true love is laced with in the fiber of the soul. This kind of love is undescrible. Now ask yourself have you really been in love? If your aswer is yes, are you still in Love if so, what are you doing to keep the Love going? I've been in and out of Love and my fiber, soul is currently deeply loved....How do you define LOVE!

Making it BIG! BITCH!!!!!

When I hit 30, I started to reflect on what I have done and what I really want to do. I've been a police officer, youngest chief in the state of Kentucky for a bite, Associates, 2 Bachelors, and Masters. I'm involved in the community and involved in my Fraternity. I have yet to be satisfied with my accomplishments because I feel as if I'm not complete. I know what I really want to do but, the problem comes with Sacrifices. Nothing worth having comes without sacrifices and the people who have it sacrificed so much to obtain that "IT". I want "IT" and know I have to sacrifice to get IT. When you want something so bad you are driven to get it....Everything I ever wanted I worked hard to get and I mean hard...Nothing came easy. So, I know this won't come easy either....Before I'm 35 I will be in a feature film! I want to be an ACTOR in Hollywood. Making it Big BITCH!

Get it NOW! No day is Promised!

Young and trying to get it now before I can't. It's a true struggle and now one can understand unless you're in the struggle. Having a full time job "Paying the bills" and trying to pave the way for a better life. Sometime you don't know if your head is your ASS or your ASS is your head. This shit is stressful, Mad stressful! Education is a building block for Corporate America but while attending school they don't teach you how to make your own money. They only teach how to work for someone else. There is no school that teaches you how to make real money$$$$$. This training is the hard knock life and school is always in session. What life holds is truly a mystery but is already defined by the almighty! Ask and you shale receive.

I Cry on the INSIDE!

I sit alone missing the good ol' times, and wanting to reconnect but mentally I can't bring myself to forget. I remain to cry on the inside, life still continues, and everything remains constant. Seven years of relationship, suddenly the decision doesn't seem to be the best decision....So, I cry on the inside...trying to remain strong but lord knows, I'm hurting and always crying on the inside...I guess this would be buyers remorse but in the reverse. Strong but weak...missing but still there...how funny life works? I hope in a since that the crying stops because at this point I'm M.I.A. Mentally. I try to stay busy to keep my mind off things but still at the end of the day I come home and see the "missing". I need to study for the LSAT but mentally I'm so F--Ked....I'd rather have my ass kicked then go through the pain...But without struggle there is no success.

You Better BLOW that shit OUT!

I'm Back, Yes indeed, and all I can say is "YOU Better BLOW that Shit OUT"!!!!!

Yes, it's a Jamie Foxx Term, but it reflects modern day life. When your dealing with issues in life and they build up; this will cause a chain reaction, creating the body to protect it's self. This is part of self preservation, so you will some form of release. I'm in my own living hell as many of us are but mine has so many variables. This has lead to this particular Blog "YOU Better BLOW that Shit OUT". I'm going this way that way and need time for self.....a break from people just for alittle while...to recharge the battery....I need to find my passion and pour my attention and heart into this....As, you look inside yourself and find the ultimate peace or some form of peace: Can you truly be peaceful without the passion? I supply information to friends but I'm in need of the light myself. The almighty will never lead us down an incorrect path but allows us to make decision which shapes our lives. I've made good decisions and bad decisions but yet I stand true to test the time and make my mark in this world. I'm a millionaire in a check to check society based on supply and demand. I'm learning about me daily and the almighty is making me stronger to deal with the next chapter of my life. I will beat the house and "BLOW THAT SHIT OUT"!!!!!